For my (ex) lover "Music"

My Dear Music,

I dont know what and where it went wrong between us!!! But I am really sad that we broke up. I loved and love you so much. You were my love, my fetish, my punching bag, my sex kitten, my best friend. I still remember the days when we used to flirt for hours. And everyone used to say that we were made for each other. All the people who knew me in real wanted me to marry you "too". May be it started as just a flirting but it grew into a really great relationship as we know. And here we are, in two different ways. But it was never your mistake, but mine. My priorities changed and I neglected you. Also no one understood our love and I never could convince them, because they wanted money and we were poor. Nobody understood love and passion.

Do you remember honey, we were passionately in love. We could talk for hours continuously, we could share our joys, our sorrows, we used to cuddle up for hours together. We made love throughout the day and night. I still savour the feeling of your naked body against mine. I still remember the raunchy evenings and erotic nights. But, here I am, without you. The fruits of our love are left alone even by us. You were delivering kids after kids. Twins, triplets, rock, melodies, jingles... Some were concieved and were not born and some were born handicapped :( But we loved them because they were our kids. But we tried and tried and were enjoying those foreplays and caressings... Ah... The memories bring tears to me.

As I said, my priorities have changed. I tried to mention your name to my soulmate and she was jealous of you. I know no lover can bear his/her partner flirting or having an affair with someone else. My family was ok if I just flirted with you but could never accept you as my life partner or rather one of my life partners. You were different. You were OK with me even when I had other affairs. We celebrated my other relationships and made love and had kids for them as gift. I know it sound stupid telling that we celebrated for my lover by having an affair with you. But we understand what we say or rather what we said. The persons for whom we gifted our kids just rejected them. They did not even looked at them. May be our kids were not so cute and beautiful, but they were our kids and meant so much for us.

I don't want whatever happened between us to happen again with other things in my life. I will stand for them, come what may and I will die to keep my relationship alive. So you were a hurdle for that and I dumped you. I they dont like you, get out of my sight. I HATE YOU MUSIC!!!!